was listening to this in the bus back home just now, and it has always been my favorite. Be it the lyrics or music, this is a meaningful song.

A chance for explanation, a chance for forgiveness, a chance for a change, a world of chances that are given to us, that one chance can make a difference but it is all up to you to make that difference if not it’s just an empty promise for yourself.

A chance for me to shout out, however i’m unable to do so. Maybe being a coward, fear of losing. Though my confidence has been shaken, however i dare to say that i’m not stupid though dumb at such thing. Being observant enough that i start to jump into conclusions, even though being ignorant is the comfort. Closing my eye, pretending that is okay isn’t really helping.

Do i have the right? Do i have the say? Or am i just calculative?  I’ve a bad habit, which i tend to give excuses to cover up, thus now i should listen and change not giving excuses which is a useless self-defense.

Even the strongest person will feel insecure at times. This is the stage when we learn to be even stronger and confident. :)

“World Of Chances”

You’ve got a face for a smile you know 
A shame you waste it when you’re breaking me slowly
But I’ve got a world of chances for you 
I’ve got a world of chances for you,
I’ve got a world of chances,
Chances that you’re burning through 

I’ve got a paper and pen 
I go to write you goodbye and that’s when I know
I’ve got a world of chances for you,
I’ve got a world of chances for you, 
I’ve got a world of chances,
Chances that you’re burning through 

Oh, I’m going my own way 
My faith has lost its strength again 
Oh, it’s been too hard to say 
We’ve fallen off the edge again 
We’re at an end 
We’re at an end 

Maybe you’ll call me someday
Hear the operator sat the number’s no good and that
She had a world of chances for you,
She had a world of chances for you,
She had a world of chances,
Chances you were burning through 

You’ve got a face for a smile you know

This is one of my favorite band, I simple just can’t help falling in love with country songs. Can’t help to do what I’m best at - Surfing the YouTube for music videos, watching Taiwan variety shows.  This song is one of my favorite in 2008, especially liked this part “This world keeps spinning faster into a new disaster ,so I run to you..” Isn’t that sweet? As there is a saying ” Love isn’t love till you give it away.” How true is this.. However, Love contains priceless ingredients : respect and trust. It is easier to say, however it is the hardest thing to achieve. Every lil’ thing will just spoil all the ingredients.

It’s been a long time since i updated my tumblr, guessed it has been collecting dust. Well, CNY was rather peaceful, nothing much of course did receive some red packets. ( you can see from the pictures from Facebook.)

Some things has been running on my mind lately, but i won’t succumb into such pressure anymore. After much self-reflections and talking to my besties, I realized that as long as I put 100% effort on it, i will strive for my own success. No one is to determine what you have to get, it is what you want to achieve.  There is a Chinese saying ” 用100%的努力，奋斗，创出自己的一片天空 ”。

I’ve seen, I’ve felt, I did think of, I did hesitate while i ignored however i stood tall in my stand.

” I run to you” by Lady Antebellum

I run from hate

I run from prejudice

I run from pessimists

But I run too late
I run my life
Or is it running me
Run from my past
I run too fast
Or too slow it seems
When lies become the truth
That’s when I run to you

[Chorus]
This world keeps spinning faster
Into a new disaster so I run to you
I run to you baby
And when it all starts coming undone
Baby you’re the only one I run to
I run to you

We run on fumes
Your life and mine
Like the sands of time
Slippin’ right on through
And our love’s the only truth
That’s why I run to you