It’s been quite sometime since i update my blog. As you can see from twitters and facebook, i’ve been busy with my dad’s wake for this past few days.

My dad passed away 5 days ago, on the 25th November 2009, 10:21am. He was infected with Pneumonia due to the bacteria in his lungs. Moreover, his motor neurons disease including stroke increased the advanced level towards death. It was literally a sudden death that shocked friends and relatives.

This is my first time being active in such funeral, and the first time going to Bright Hill cremation. And seeing my dad being cremated, i was rather traumatized. To be frank, it was quite a tough time for the family. As the eldest, i carried even a heavier responsibility from now on.

For the past 5 days, my close friend Michelle, Gene and Derek and love treasure, Andy came to company me during the night till 5am. Thanks a lot everyone. Love you all..

These past few days giving me loads of reflections upon myself, and learnt a lot from it. Considering a blessing in disguise, my dad passed on peacefully and went to a world filled with peace.

I’ve grown up, and i will take care of things. I will be strong, i will be sensible. In such adversity, i will not succumb into giving up hope, but to live on. Learn how to cherish, Learn how to give in, Learn to be responsible, Learn to be strong, Learn how to love and Learn how to reflect. Jessica, KEEP ON GOING!